No seriously, you do. It's getting really old: you whining and being sad about stupid little things. I'm more of a man than you are and [that's pretty disgusting]. And pathetic.

Boys suck. Not as much as girls, but they do suck. Just because I won't have sex with you doesn't mean you get to flip out on me and call me a cunt/bitch. Fuck you very much. It's not my fault no one wants to fuck your pale ginger ass, asshole.

Besides all this shit, summer has been okay I guess. Not really. Lots of drama, lots of fighting, lots of hate and anger. At least I got a new job. I really needed it. Not only the money, but something to do with my time and meeting all new people. As for school I can't wait for summer class to be over so I can go to Tennessee and drink as much as possible and fall off the boat and have to have my sexy cousins come to my rescue.

I've been so angry lately. Angry at people, things, words, places, EVERYTHING! And I don't know why. Everything pisses me off, I avoid people because I can't stand them which in turn makes me alone a lot. It's just, people are so stupid/rude/fake that I can't STAND it anymore. I think I just need to get away, meet new people (and hate them too). I haven't been happy in a while. I don't even remember what it was like to be happy.

I feel like I am forcing myself to be friends with people, to hang out with them. I either don't like them or don't get along with them. I'm ignoring Shane because she is so fucking ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't stand it anymore. Honestly, I don't see what's so great about her. Sure, from a distance she seems cool and enjoyable, someone that one wouldn't mind hanging out with, but when you've been SO CLOSE to her for SO LONG it gets tiring and frustrating. The relationship we have is different from all others, and I hate it! I wonder how I'm going to tell her all this.

So since I am ignoring people I can't stand (everyone) that leaves a lot of alone time for me. I don't know what I'm going to fill it up with (hopefully not self-destruction) but for now I'm gonna go smoke a bowl. That will content me for a while.

I need to stop picking fights with 17 year old pregnant whores.

I haven't seen you in so long and yet you still seem to PISS ME OFF

fuck you and your promises. You do what makes you happy, no matter who it affects and how. Besides, life has been hard for you, hasn't it? After getting yourself into stupid situations and having to lie yourself out of them, I'm sure you need a break.

And as for the other bitch

WHO THE FUCK SLEEPS THROUGH A FRIEND'S FUNERAL?!

For once, Jennifer isn't the topic of my anger.